:'(

yesterday, i was just came back from my mpp camp. i was so tired like hell but all i think about is that i wanna make sure that he will be the first person ill text rite after my parents. and so, i texted him. then, g online.. like usual, msti kne tgk page dy. this is when i read something that really made my heart felt like it wanna fall down and break. and at that moment, i really thought that he could care less about how ill feel if i read it. it never crossed my mind that he will greeted me home this way. seriously, i was so upset with him. he keep on texting me from yesterday evening until now but i refused to give him any respond. now, im having doubt about him. and my mum is not helping. dari smlm puji2 dy. haihh. im tired of this! he's keeping on doing the same thing again! and i have feeling like i wanna to call it off. i dnt need anyone to break my heart over and over again. i love him. but i love myself too. not to be selfish but i cant stand it anymore. this is not the first time he's doing this to me.