well, dh lama sesangat la kan tk update blog. kdang2 rasa mcm bnde ni tk b'nyawa je. hehe. chop! nk luahkn segala yg terbuku di hati nii.. (skema punya ayat-.-)
mcam2 dh jd.. one of it, im currently single now.. it's over between me and danial and truthfully, msti la sedih kn.. and actually, i dnt knw how it happened. and honestly, still. my heart is still with him. i do love him but there's too much people who cant see us happy being together and maybe thats the reason for all this happened. but i do want us to get back together but it takes time. i think that both of us need time for ourself. plus, dia nk spm this year. so i tknk dia stress every time kitaorng gaduh when people start ckap bnde2 bodo psal dia or the other way around.
tu, baru satu.. next, i've joined citrawarna and it was awesome! seriously, i really had enjoyed it. skola i bwat tarian sewang. gila best! dgan zapin, and m'sia truly asia, it was a very meaningful experient. plus, dpat duit pulak.. mmg best la kan! :)
i've met this guy, will not tell who is he. i could tell that i kinda like him but its just that. not more and i thought that he like me too by the way dia layan i, the way he talk to me, you know. as in i am his girlf kinda thing. but he's confusing. kadang2 dia mcam tu, and there's time when i felt like he's jst playing around. i really want to ask him what really that he want but, i dont really have the guts. i do wish that he could just explain it to me instead of main teka-teki mcm ni. mmg tk paham. my frens ckap dia t ckap serupa keling. mmg btul pun. keling ckap pun i paham lg. well, entah la. conclusionnye, i'll just let him be. malas nk tau. if dia nk terus terang, its good la. if dia terus mcam main2 je, just go away.
and, i've lost my bestie. dia dh tk contact i. even if she knows that i online dekat facebook pun, dia tk tegur. and, i dengar crite dia tukar no celcom and she didn't tell me. sedih yg teramat sangat! bt apa bole buat. mybe dia dh dpat kawan baru kt sana and dh tk perlukn someone like me. so, yeahh. let her be. tknk paksa2.
btw! sebelum lupa, my sis, dpat masuk matrikulasi selangor dkat banting. dia amek sains asasi for one year. im soo proud of her. hope that she will do her best this one yr and success dlam hidup dia:)
i dpat new lessboss, fifi, aimi and iylia. fifi, she's prettay, gila putih and understanding. usually, i'll talk to her bila ad problem or prlukan advise. aimi, she's super cute, gila2, and baik. i kalau dduk dgn dia, mmg gamat! haha. iylia, she's talkative sesangat sangat! haha! bising, annoyed kdang2(even almost the time:p) bt the rest, dia okay je. three of us are sinlge ladies except iylia. she's taken. (tk best oh) haha! so, yeahh. despite of everything yg dh t'jadi, still, i have my friends and totally my family yg selalu ad dan selalu makes me happy while im not. i love everyone yg wujud dlm hidp i and i wish not to lose them. so, thts it for now.
flying loves and kisses,
shazasha mya:)
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